I used to say your name in my sleep,
that I begged for you in my prayers,
that my body ached for not having you.
You will never know about
this tornado of jealousy that tormented me,
when you didn't look at me.
About the tears that I hid under my pillow,
the secrets and the spying,
the looking for you,
the longing for you,
the wishing and wanting you with all my body.
You will be the greatest platonic love
tattoeed in my heart,
I will never forget you.
You will forever be
a reminder of a younger self,
a more naive me,
a less experienced me,
but I loved you
with the intensity that only
youth can give us, once in a lifetime.
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